It seems like everything in my life is a struggle.

It was struggle and victory over struggle that put individuals in our history books. History called them great because of how they responded in time of struggle. I believe that true advance is only obtained through struggle. What made the chicken strong enough to live outside the egg was the struggle to break the egg from the inside. Don’t be afraid of it. If confronted, that struggle will develop character and enlarge your capacity to move to the next level of your life. Let me give one word of caution to the people who are continually going through tests, purging and trials. You will face challenges during your growth process, but don’t let it become a lifestyle. Life with God is not just a test. Purging shouldn't take forty years unless you have a heart full of rebellion.